Saturday, September 17, 2011
Today I am missing you.
This is nothing new, but today I want you here with me more than ever.
As I pack up our house, cook, and take care of Carter it all hit me.. I'm doing this alone.
Normally I would have you here to mow the grass, reach the top shelf, or lift the heavy stuff.
But I don't. And I won't for the next 4 1/2 months.
Sometimes I feel like a single mom. I know that I'm not. I have a great husband, he is just oceans away right now.
I so look forward to the days of us being a family again. I miss seeing you hold Carter, and the love I see in your eyes as you look at your son.
I know that this will all be over soon enough and we will be a family again. So I just have to look forward to that.
I love you, I miss you, and I'll be here waiting.